Because I'm scared to try and I hate looking stupid? [she grimaces.] That's--that's blunter than I'd normally put it, but. Yes, that. A-and anyway, it's not like the work really taxes me, and I've time to read up on other things here and figure that out, and...and I might just be idling for time in hopes something changes for me? Instead of doing it myself? [wince.] That's too blunt, too.